I write of my journey back to light and life after the darkest days I ever knew through letters to my children. Leia watches over her brother Ryder from Heaven. The letters are not magic wands that can bring her back or how I turned tragedy into triumph with the birth of our rainbow baby. It is, however, the truth of what good can happen when you decide that you love someone so much, you just can't say goodbye.
Been finding myself thinking this a lot lately. It’s almost Friday. 9 months. It’s how long I was supposed to have been pregnant for.
Not letting the should be’s back into my life. Trying to ride the wave of emotions that I’ve grown accustom to. Trying to walk that fine line between being over the moon happy for little bean, while still being able to grieve for Leia.
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skuddle said:
I get so many emotions every time I read a post of yours. Its amazing to see someone so honest with themselves. Too many people deny their feelings and suppress their sadness. Its such a strange place to be in,grieiving one life and anticipating anot
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